still waiting

When is it time to say goodbye,To all the love I've known,When is it time to end your pain,And leave me all alone?I've watched you on your good days whenI feel your strength renewed;But shortly after little ups,The down days then ensue.We ride this roller-coaster ofEmotions as we try,To make it through another day,And yet, I can't deny ...That as I look into your faceOn days that have been bad,I see a look that beckons meIt's tired, and hurt, and sad.The little spark I used to seeBehind those loving eyes,Is growing ever cloudedBy life's cruel inhumane side.I try to see beyond the painYou feel with every step;When is it time to say goodbye,To all the love I've known,When is it time to end your pain,